Now i understand :)

Now i know why he did that to me, and why is he acting so strange, actually he dont want to dissapoint me, which he did, and he dont want me to get hurt too, and he did that too. Maybe he just don't realize that. I dont blame him, but i guess its just not worth my time waiting for him, because he's the one asking me to move on, and he said "or else in the end im scared u'll get hurt." But the thing is, its hard to move on when ur still in love with that someone right ? Oh god, help me !! :( But the things ive heard about you and that girl hurts me a lot. Maybe we weren't meant together. He wanted me to respond and prove him that i really love him and really want him. He wanted me to start the first move. Shouldn't he's the one who started it first right ? But he's a shy guy, then i'll start my move. But then, i give up when he said " You're gonna find a better guy than me. Don't worry someday u'll find one, and i know u can. And i know im such a jerk, i think you better forget me and just move on. Because u deserve better guy than me. Im scared u'll get hurt." All my friends said, he dont deserve you, come on, just move one, he's a jerk, and he dont deserve ur love. But, i still love him and i've tried to forget him, but i guess i failed. He thinks im over him already, the truth is, NO ! Never ! My love is just too strong for him. My friends like, whaattt ? Your not over him yet ??!! Yea guys, im not over him yet. Its bean several years, and im still not over him, i wonder whyy. Its just that he dont want me to get hurt. Now i understand :)